Tonight is the last night of the TRIO :(
Roommate #1 is moving out tomorrow and it's kind of surreal. Just seeing everything boxed up and ready to leave in the morning is really trippy because we have all lived either together or within the same complex for four years now. With this and the other two moving days to come we will all be spitting up for the final time. There is no coming back after summer or after a Christmas break. This is it. Of course we will still talk and everything but there won't be anymore hallway parties, where we just sit in the hallway between our rooms on for hours on end, and it won't be just a simple walk down the stairs to see one another anymore.
I know it is good to move on and gain more worldly experiences with all new people and locations, but it is still tough to lose the comfort zone that has been such a stable surface to rest on. I am absolutely terrified of what is to come, as the ever present job search continues to weigh on my post-grad mind, but everyone has to deal with this type of situation, in one form or another, so I know that this experience won't last forever, and it won't be the last that I see of some of the best people I have ever met.
It's just a new start, and everything will work itself out.
